some changes

just another note. i added some more links, and deleted the no good edward gorey link *weeps a little*

adieu

FUCKING disrupting aylene's sleepy time!

i must have some sort of sign stuck to my back. something that pulls in tragic boys and sad angsty 13 year old girls towards me. i'm convinced. jeff, my dear sweet jeff, decides that, despite the fact that we've already made plans today, that he would call me this morning... at 9 friggen o'clock, to tell me that him and his girlfriend have broken up! like i can even form proper sentances at 9 in the morning. what the hell!! and then he wants to go see a movie after we finish studying. i'm not dense, jeff. on the other hand i can't help but feel sorry for him since i've known that he's liked me since the begninning of the year. that's a damn long time. anyways, i'm awake, and tired, and angsty, and i need to shower really badly. adieu folks

What? another update

Well i decided that since i'd be posting here more that i might as well re-update the blog links to the side. changed lubamaba's, and added kate's new pitas blog. so now.. she has 2! lucky. also deleted k car out of the existance of the blog as we are no longer in speaking terms. i suppose i should redo the links to, as i can add more, and half of them i'm not even sure if they work anymore. i will get on that... maybe within the hour. i'm terribly upset at the edward gorey links, as the one is completely wiped out and the gashlycrumb tinies has been reduced to a mere sample, rather than it's original complete splendor. as such is life.

so last night was freakishly odd. i was talking to jeff, as i usually do, since he's adopted me as a near best friend i think. sure it's true that when i first met him i hated him. well not hate. i just didn't like him. sometimes i still don't. but he's a damn good guy, so i guess i like him. anyways so he's been going through some rough stuff with his girlfriend and has taking a liking to calling me about it all the time. i don't really mind, i'm apparently good at giving advice, although i'm not really sure why.

anyways so we've gotten to be good friends, which is nice because he liked me in the beginning, and it's good when 2 people can just be friends. anywho, last night he confesses that he loves me. and wants to be with me if his girlfriend thing doesn't work out. this is of course impossible and not even concievable in the least bit as i'm in love with a wonderful girl. and he knows it. i think he's just sad and lonely. so i told him that he's a good guy and i'm thankful for our friendship. oh boys... when will you ever learn.

3 MORE DAYS!!!

ALL CLEAN

i jsut realized that although this blog is freakishly neglected that i hadn't archived since i the new layout was made. therefore... all clean. ahh...well i feel better

also once again, reading through the archives makes me realize that i used to be a funnier person. damn. maybe i just find my teenage angst hilarious. oh boy.

one of the girls on the floor lent me a hockey puck and i lost it. i hope she doesn't ask for it soon, as that would be embarrassing and i like to remove myself from situations like that

well... that's really all i have to say.